Apr 05 2009
Beautiful weather outside- storms inside
Today in Pennsylvania was a perfect day with weather. Warm, sunny, calm, and fresh the day’s air makes you feel good.
In my life there exists though a storm climate inside my house. My spouse and I grate on each other’s nerves witout either one giving an inch to allow the other to find peace.
Approaching 5o, I’m getting very scared.
Is this it for me? Weekends that should be joyful spent holding my breath and anger at bay?
Is this all I deserve? Or she deserves?
When will the chaos subside…we’ve been married for 20 years?
Its been this way all along.
Help, I’m drowning.
WHat really hurts us both is we both feel we are all good people caught in a cesspool of incompatability.
Oh, crap..what now?
